Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Gritting of teeth over defining haiku

The following is a rant in response 
to the notion of defining haiku.
It is jazz-riff-rhetoric
that teases its theme rather that polish 
the brass door-plates of convention.
Zen Zen Zen!
the monks motorbike   
revs up

On one hand I am irritated with efforts to define haiku.

That means kill the butterfly, shove a pin through its abdomen and put the dead beauty in a museum display case.

On the other hand I have a most beautiful butterfly sitting on my bookshelf.

No formaldehyde or such preservative, so the throrax and abdomen have been eaten away, leaving a gap like some monstrous vagina.

To praise a gruesome image (lets make pacts with the dark things inside us – after all it is the shadows that give form to colour) it means my butterfly cannot now be pinned down.

And to return to the lines in the palm of the hand, they do speak of the bones and muscles underneath, and even speak of the embryo’s first clutching.

My perspective is not so much any belief in being able to convey the butterflyness of the butterfly. My case is that artifacts are a state of mind,

And artifacts may be eaten away like my butterfly.

& so to my non-definition of haiku:

Haiku are a deep faith in language, ritualized in brevity, a belief that the omissions of brevity can contain more than is said, a desperate and joyous attempt to convey the felt in what is seen. Despite their supposed expression of here & now, what you don’t see is what you get. How much of
that is the knotting of our delusions is an inextricable conundrum.

Each haiku is a small anxiety – a hope that connection at a distance is real

cycling
into the motorbikes
backfire

 

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Monday, April 6, 2009

Dictum

I almost tell the truth
but the words are a little crazy.
I almost tell you I'm crazy
but the words are a little truth.
I tell you the truth is crazy,
well almost,
but the words are little.

Day  6 napowrimo 2009

Sleep - (A tanka)

the cat settles,
curls on the book
open on my lap
Hubble photos of galaxies
the light of blue stars
Day 5: napowrimo 2009

Friday, April 3, 2009

The Weight

there is no blood or keen pain
there are no stigmata pierced by the name of god
my teeth are heavy in the clench of coffee
the weight of weariness is a sandbag barricade
raised heavy on the levee of my cheekbones

my new lens prescription is Hubble without the fix
my new boarder, arthritis, wants to snap my wrist

birthday candles are getting to be a fire risk 
but I'll light them, and wait for the paramedics
to rescue me from the inferno. mostly I want,
want the electric paddles to sizzle through the dark hum
dull as an amplifier cranked up without music 
Let the two hundred . . . clear!    shock of words
three hundred . . . clear! sputter back the pilot light
of hope

Poem 3: napowrimo 2009

Thursday, April 2, 2009

The Story in Her Face


Her high cheekbones round as Golgotha
swept clean of suffering, were pinched ruddy
as a child. The light diffused there, today
remains immaculate. Every soul she sees seems
already a a ghost. One would fall

right through a hug, and laugh, or pose.
"Mr Sullen!" How she got the sepia in her voice
is a mystery. But it sounds like it was made
for the shape of her mouth. Hear High German.
Her child flies in the kitchen door full of the fire

that will burn him out. Her mouth is a horizon
seismic at the periphery, seismic with something
yellow. "How deep is that in the flower my tart-sweet?"
"Mama, it is as deep as the water in the old mill stream."
She kneads dough that is already risen,

baked golden. She tastes a palm-rolled ball of that,
because it can rise to the size of the world.
It expands from her palate. Like lens flare it glows
around every thought in her head. Death is less
tangible, at the corner of that.

Her sulllen child is posed on a chair.
She stands behind. He is a hollow space
consumed by the future. You can reach
right through him and touch the why
that is there when he dies.

In pencil on the back of the photo: (Aunty Mary's) 
daughter & grandson died Jan 1922